For Thanksgiving, my eleven-year-old son Alex wrote me a thank you note. His note was entitled, “Thank you for being a friend.” Then he wrote, “Dear mom, thank you for being with me in the ups and downs. You are always there even if you’re in a bad mood. Thank you for listening to my weird but accurate rants. You’re one of the best supports of my karate and everything in between. Love, Alex.”
Obviously, I was moved by his sweet words, but I was also impressed with how fitting his note was. He said, “thank you for being a friend” because he knows how much I love “The Golden Girls” and their iconic theme song. We watch the show together most nights before he goes to sleep. I’ve indoctrinated him into the world of Dorothy, Blanche, Rose, and Sophia. On the bottom of his letter, he drew a small plastic bag that represents one of my favorite episodes when Blanche is delirious from writing her “novel” and mistakes the egg yolks in a plastic bag for “little balls of sunshine.” Alex knows this makes me laugh every time, so he highlighted the connection we’ve made over this funny scene.
I also adored how real his note was. He didn’t sugarcoat things, especially with the line, “you are always there even if you’re in a bad mood.” Because I’m not always in a good mood, no one is, but my kid realizes that presence is important no matter what. Showing up, day after day, in the routine of life is not always easy, but it makes a huge difference to those we love and those who depend on us. Even when we don’t feel like enthusiastic participants, even when we feel like we’re going through the motions, being there says something to our families, friends, and communities.
And Alex realizes the beauty in showing up as himself as well when he says thanks “for listening to my weird but accurate rants.” Alex talks nonstop. Non. Stop. And he loves to talk about video games. Sometimes, I have a hard time following along (actually that’s most of the time), and he knows that video games are not my thing. But he appreciates that I listen, and I appreciate that he continues to tell me about them even though I’m not the connoisseur that he is.
To top it all off, he drew and colored a sunflower, which he knows is one of my favorite flowers. And he gave me two stickers, one that was a stack of books with a Gilmore Girls theme because he knows I love books and that Gilmore Girls is another of my favorite shows. The second one is a bottle with a cork filled with flowers, colored yellow, and says “sunshine for a cloudy day.” I don’t think he realized just how well he tied all his threads together with the little balls of sunshine, a sunflower, and sunshine in a bottle. He is my little sunshine when I need someone to cheer my days.
Maybe we can follow Alex’s lead and not only be present for others when they need us, but also express those sentiments so they know we care. We can shine the light for others and bask in the light they bring us.